I honestly have no idea how I am going to get through it. But me & peanut have been surviving with very little rest these days. I really feel bad towards peanut. here s(he) is, trying to grow at the fastest rate ever and I am not able to give him the energy that s(he) needs. My bad..
weekdays last week were bad, classes on Monday and Thursday ended late cause it is our last week of class. And there was also the assignment cum presentation that I was working on till the eleventh hour. I can feel being stressed out by it because of the sensations I feel. I have something that was similar to the panic attacks that I used to get before a plane ride.
The weekend was also busier than I would like it to be because of Dom & Jas' wedding. On Friday, Dom & Jas invited us out for dinner at Seah street Deli. Kinda like a quick get-together before their wedding on Sunday. It was a good gathering. I always have much fun when I get together with the WGA members. They always make me laugh. I think peanut will like these uncles when they eventually meet..
So even though we had endeavoured to sleep late on Saturday morning, CM still woke up early thinking that its a weekday. I was up quite early. These days I wake up at least one in the night, either to pee or because I was afraid we will oversleep if next day is a working day. I really don't like this kind of lifestyle. I think it is really too stressful. And moments like this really makes me think of a vast stretch of green fields. I wonder if I will really like that kind of life. Anyway, so it was a pretty lazy Saturday on the whole, just getting out of bed for meals and that was pretty much it. Even though we had wanted to go to bed earlier since CM was helping out with the wedding, we still slept at midnight.
The alarm went off at 0615h on Sunday morning. Don actually messaged all the brothers at 6am but I only woke CM up at 0615h. I reckon he will appreciate that extra 15 minutes of rest. I could not really go back to bed after that. I had bought breakfast and lunch at one shot. Not sure why but I think peanut does not like chee cheong fun. I could even get through two 'rows' of chee cheong fun and I felt full. If I tried to finish it, I was quite sure peanut will make me throw all of it out. It was more couch-potatoing till abt 10am when i decide to force myself to get more rest. I eventually still woke up at 1115h and I decided to go for a manicure & pedicure. I hope peanut is ok with me doing that, it sure seems harmless enough. It was all over pretty quickly, as always and I was back home to finish up the lunch I had bought during breakfast. About two hours later, CM was back home and we spent the rest of the afternoon watching 'Farewell to Dr Goh Keng Swee'. You can really feel the sadness of losing a great man and I think as mentioned in one of the eulogies, I think we will not see someone as great as him again. He is truly visionary and I think our society lacks this kind of talent. I think a visionary x realist is like the best every mixture, you have someone who can see beyond the horizon and have the ability to execute the plans to achieve them. Where to find in this time and age.
Then 4pm came and I started to get ready for Dom's wedding. It still turned out to be a rush in the end but I thought as long as we make it in time for the solemnisation at 6pm, it should be fine. Oh, and there was something else that I had forgotten to mention. When CM came home, he was telling me that Alan was appalled at how 'generous' the ang pows they had received were. $4! I was shocked myself but I guess it is because of the treat we were given on Friday. They were also complaining about how the air-con was not turned on even though everyone was melting.
Anyway, so the solemnisation ceremony was held at 6pm sharp. It was a simple ceremony, not sure why, but I did not get the goose pimples that I usually get at such ceremonies. After the ceremony, there really wasn't anything much for us to do. So the whole gin gang went to find ourselves a comfortable place to park ourselves while we wait for the wedding banquet to begin. The guys could not stop playing with their iPhones! These idiots! Before the iPhone, they were all playing with their PSP. With the iPhone now, it just gets worse. There were 10 of us on the table and there were 6 iPhones. CM joked how his phone is the most 'advanced', the G-phone. We eventually made our ways up when the crowd started coming in, and even then, there was nothing much to do and the guys were still at it with their iPhones. We eventually went in to take our seats and the dinner proceedings went as planned. The food was quite generous, the sharks' fins were especially generous. Jas & dom did their dance item, it wasn't perfect but I think it was good enough although I caught Jas glaring at Dom a few times. There were no videos of the morning proceedings, there also wasn't any childhood photo montages. They probably thought it was cliche but without these items, there wasn't much 'entertainment' besides us singing the school song and getting them to drink beer from glasses we had decorated with a chicken head. We call it the 'cock-head' drink cause we could not find the 'cock tail' haha.
Everything ended at approximately 11pm and we got home 20 minutes past 11pm. Took a bath and went to bed at close to 1am. And here I am, at work...in actual fact, I was here since 0630h cause CM had to be at work at 7am. I feel totally whacked out and have no idea how I am going to get through the day. Hopefully CM can pick me up from work today.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
End of another phase..
Last night, I attended the last class for the Diploma course that I started last July. It was not until when I got home that I realise that I will no longer have to squeeze with the peak hour crowd at Jurong East to get on the train to Dhoby Ghaut. I will no longer have to walk that 10 minutes walk, passing by Cathay Cinema, Rrendezvous Hotel, inhaling exhaust from vehicles and second hand smoke from smokers before I get to the Bayview hotel for 2 hours and 30 minutes of lessons after a long day at work. I will not be complaining about the dry samosa and the tasteless bee hoon. I will also not have to be all wrapped up in my shawl because the air-con blowers were at full blast. Of course, I will also not have to live with the insensitive response from a classmate. There will be no more assignments after assignments, projects after projetcs, and exams after exams. (well, actually, there is one more to come, and of course, there is the graduation project)
I still cannot believe how time passes by so quickly. I cannot remember what it feels like the first time I stepped into the classroom, I cannot remember who was the first classmate I spoke to. I cannot remember what was the first thing they served us for dinner. I cannot remember how i figured out the route from the train station to the hotel, but it eventually became the route that I took for the next 11 months.
Will I miss all of these, some yes and some no. I will miss the interaction with some of my classmates. I will miss learning about some of the PR matters and new trends in the market. I will miss taking a break from the hustle and bustle of working life and being a student all over again.
But I will not miss the assignements that I have to rush through while juggling work, I will not miss a certain lecturer that did not teach us much but gave us crappy marks. I will not miss some of the horrible food they served and I will not miss getting home at almost 10pm and much later on other days. Most of all, I will not miss a classmate that has the worst mood swings ever.
I stopped and thought for a moment, why time passes by so quickly without me realising it. I had the same feeling I get the day after my wedding when I sat a the sofa in the bridal suite while CM nurses his hangover from the night before. Sidetrack, I think he was really happy that night to have been drinking so much! I wonder though if it was about the wedding or the company that night. Anyway, it is that feeling of disbelief how what you have been working on for a period of time (12 months of preparation for the wedding and 11 months for this Diploma) was over before you know it. And you kinda regret not slowing down and taking some time to appreciate the experience.
I shared with CM my feeling, it was pretty much a monologue aloud, me verbalising my thoughts and him listening. I told him how I feel that this is perhaps how things are like when life is made up of task after task, activity after activity. We just get so absorbed in completing tasks and checking off boxes, running this and that errand. By the time you tick off all the boxes, months and years would have passed. I know this is just the way life is, and it may jolly well continue to be like this and I am not sure how we can change things. I just wonder though, what else can I do to my life, on top of these boxes to check, to make it worth the while and to make this life count...anyone with a tip to share?
I still cannot believe how time passes by so quickly. I cannot remember what it feels like the first time I stepped into the classroom, I cannot remember who was the first classmate I spoke to. I cannot remember what was the first thing they served us for dinner. I cannot remember how i figured out the route from the train station to the hotel, but it eventually became the route that I took for the next 11 months.
Will I miss all of these, some yes and some no. I will miss the interaction with some of my classmates. I will miss learning about some of the PR matters and new trends in the market. I will miss taking a break from the hustle and bustle of working life and being a student all over again.
But I will not miss the assignements that I have to rush through while juggling work, I will not miss a certain lecturer that did not teach us much but gave us crappy marks. I will not miss some of the horrible food they served and I will not miss getting home at almost 10pm and much later on other days. Most of all, I will not miss a classmate that has the worst mood swings ever.
I stopped and thought for a moment, why time passes by so quickly without me realising it. I had the same feeling I get the day after my wedding when I sat a the sofa in the bridal suite while CM nurses his hangover from the night before. Sidetrack, I think he was really happy that night to have been drinking so much! I wonder though if it was about the wedding or the company that night. Anyway, it is that feeling of disbelief how what you have been working on for a period of time (12 months of preparation for the wedding and 11 months for this Diploma) was over before you know it. And you kinda regret not slowing down and taking some time to appreciate the experience.
I shared with CM my feeling, it was pretty much a monologue aloud, me verbalising my thoughts and him listening. I told him how I feel that this is perhaps how things are like when life is made up of task after task, activity after activity. We just get so absorbed in completing tasks and checking off boxes, running this and that errand. By the time you tick off all the boxes, months and years would have passed. I know this is just the way life is, and it may jolly well continue to be like this and I am not sure how we can change things. I just wonder though, what else can I do to my life, on top of these boxes to check, to make it worth the while and to make this life count...anyone with a tip to share?
Monday, May 17, 2010
Into the 7th week...
i thought it'd be a good idea to record down what kind of diet I am keeping to see if I am taking in the necessary nutrients so peanut will be well. The area I am most worried about is not taking enough greens, you see, I don't take green leafy veg, I assume to be a super-taster, and green leafy veg are bitter to my taste buds..hah..
So yesterday at dinner with CM's family, I order french beans, so i can give peanut some greens. It was one of those that I found acceptable. There was also beef & chicken and some fish maw soup on top of hor fun.
This morning, I had some chee cheong fun for breakfast. I also dapao-ed a packet of bee hoon with a fish cake for lunch. For fruit, there is a whole bunch of grapes. As for dinner, it is really whatever that Bayview hotel is serving and maybe something light like tau huay for supper.
Apart from diet, I am starting to experience some discomfort. I have been waking up with that slight feeling of nausea, not to the extent of puking but a tightness in the chest area. It usually goes away after a while and after Iget some food in my stomach. It is easier when I am at home cause I can lie down but not so at work. I hope the symptoms will not be so prominent at work.
I also had a bad dream, one of those disturbing ones, I really don't like it and hope it was the result of raging hormones. Into the 7th week now, and I will see Dr Wong in about a week's time when I am into my 8th week. The stuff on the web says that we should hear peanut's heartbeat. I bet that will be really exciting. Can't wait.
So yesterday at dinner with CM's family, I order french beans, so i can give peanut some greens. It was one of those that I found acceptable. There was also beef & chicken and some fish maw soup on top of hor fun.
This morning, I had some chee cheong fun for breakfast. I also dapao-ed a packet of bee hoon with a fish cake for lunch. For fruit, there is a whole bunch of grapes. As for dinner, it is really whatever that Bayview hotel is serving and maybe something light like tau huay for supper.
Apart from diet, I am starting to experience some discomfort. I have been waking up with that slight feeling of nausea, not to the extent of puking but a tightness in the chest area. It usually goes away after a while and after Iget some food in my stomach. It is easier when I am at home cause I can lie down but not so at work. I hope the symptoms will not be so prominent at work.
I also had a bad dream, one of those disturbing ones, I really don't like it and hope it was the result of raging hormones. Into the 7th week now, and I will see Dr Wong in about a week's time when I am into my 8th week. The stuff on the web says that we should hear peanut's heartbeat. I bet that will be really exciting. Can't wait.
Friday, May 14, 2010
Day 3 & 4 - I Love you, Peanut!
The initial excitement has worn off slightly although the idea of us expecting peanut has not really set in yet...but the physical feeling I get reminds me from time to time that little peanut is there. The feeling that I get most often is the burning sensation I get in my stomach. It is not quite the same as hunger pangs, they come in waves and you feel it 'growing' and subsiding...very peculiar. I also get sharp pain when I make sudden movement or when I laughed too hard. Some gals on the forums say that can't eat as much, I feel that too. One morning, I was eating my 6-inch Subway and I just stopped when I was two-thirds through it. I know it is not good for me to be eating irregular meals at irregular portions but I just get full and bloating really quickly. I am also burping quite a bit...haha...toilet habits have also gone hay-wired. I used to be be really regular, full load in the morning and sometimes at night. But these days, the volume has decreased and I don't get that clean feeling...
This morning, I woke up feeling slightly sick in the stomach, I didn't puke but it was churning. I think it might be because I didn't eat enough at dinner last night and the starvation through the entire night gave me that sick feeling. Lesson learn, eat sufficiently to last through the night.
I also researched on the First Born Incentive programme offered by TMC, CM thinks it is worthwhile since we will go for a lot of scans and the 5% off delivery fees should be quite good. Everyday there is something new to learn. The other things that are on my mind now is to secure the confinement auntie once Dr Wong confirms the EDD. Accordingly to the online calculator, peanut will be meeting us on 5 Jan 2010.
This morning, I woke up feeling slightly sick in the stomach, I didn't puke but it was churning. I think it might be because I didn't eat enough at dinner last night and the starvation through the entire night gave me that sick feeling. Lesson learn, eat sufficiently to last through the night.
I also researched on the First Born Incentive programme offered by TMC, CM thinks it is worthwhile since we will go for a lot of scans and the 5% off delivery fees should be quite good. Everyday there is something new to learn. The other things that are on my mind now is to secure the confinement auntie once Dr Wong confirms the EDD. Accordingly to the online calculator, peanut will be meeting us on 5 Jan 2010.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Day 2 of discovery but already almost week 6
Today is the second day that we confirmed the existence of our little peanut. It is a very special feeling that we can't quite put our fingers on. A little scary, a little excitement and plenty of joy. I asked CM and he said he was expecting it, spoken like he was a prophet.It is quite interesting cause I guess after not being successful for several months since we started trying, we finally took it more seriously and counted dates and took the Conceive Well supplements on a more regular basis. I am not even through the whole course yet!
Anyway, so here we are...just to make sure I peed on the second stick just to make sure its not a fluke. And the results were positive too *beam*... I also called Dr Wong's clinic yesterday to make an appointment. The nurse on the line, Kelly, wasn't really the friendliest person, in fact she sounded a little cold. So I told her that I wanted to make an appointment to see Dr Wong, and she just asked coldly if I am expecting and when the first day of my last menses was etc. She gave me an appointment in about 2 week's time in the morning, so I asked her if I can get an appointment in the afternoon so I can just take a few hours off work. But she told me, again in a very cold tone, that that was the only appointment she had in 2 weeks and that anything after that will be too late for me and it is not recommended. CM is on exercise that week, wonder if he can take some time off to accompany me on my first visit...
Anyway, so being excited about this change, I went online and read some stuff. There was this calculator that estimates the EDD, and I think we can see peanut quite early in January or maybe even December...either way, peanut will be a tiger babay..a little tiger cub..haha...and it also told me that today, 12-May-10 is the day when peanut's heart beats for the first time...how amazing is that! I suppose when we see Dr Wong in 2 week's time, we should see the heart beating...awesome!
I guess it will still take some time to sink in but I want to give peanut the best from day 1 when I know about his/her existence, so I am on folic acid and the vits already =)
Now, there is so much that I need to read and know about, time flies in a flash and it will soon be 2011...
Anyway, so here we are...just to make sure I peed on the second stick just to make sure its not a fluke. And the results were positive too *beam*... I also called Dr Wong's clinic yesterday to make an appointment. The nurse on the line, Kelly, wasn't really the friendliest person, in fact she sounded a little cold. So I told her that I wanted to make an appointment to see Dr Wong, and she just asked coldly if I am expecting and when the first day of my last menses was etc. She gave me an appointment in about 2 week's time in the morning, so I asked her if I can get an appointment in the afternoon so I can just take a few hours off work. But she told me, again in a very cold tone, that that was the only appointment she had in 2 weeks and that anything after that will be too late for me and it is not recommended. CM is on exercise that week, wonder if he can take some time off to accompany me on my first visit...
Anyway, so being excited about this change, I went online and read some stuff. There was this calculator that estimates the EDD, and I think we can see peanut quite early in January or maybe even December...either way, peanut will be a tiger babay..a little tiger cub..haha...and it also told me that today, 12-May-10 is the day when peanut's heart beats for the first time...how amazing is that! I suppose when we see Dr Wong in 2 week's time, we should see the heart beating...awesome!
I guess it will still take some time to sink in but I want to give peanut the best from day 1 when I know about his/her existence, so I am on folic acid and the vits already =)
Now, there is so much that I need to read and know about, time flies in a flash and it will soon be 2011...
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
The beginning...
So today is like a very very very very special day for me & CM...I am not like supposed to tell anyone yet. At least that is what old wives believe. The whole sequence of event was all quite strange...
CM & I have been planning for kiddos, we thought that this is the right time and so we started trying since last November. We didn't have more luck, probably cause we were not trying all that hard anyway. Things started to change slightly about a couple of weeks ago...the period was late but it had been late before, so I didn't think too much about it. Then the boobies start to get really tender but that was all normal as well before a period. But I had infrequent acute cramps in my lower abs, that I thought was a little strange. But not reading too much into it, I went about my usual activities, drinking Oolong tea and exercising...but then it started feeling a bit strange cause the period was later than usual...so CM decided it was time for me to pee on a stick...
I thought CM will forget to buy the stick but he actually remembered to get it yesterday. The pee sticks were not cheap, costing more than S$20. But I hesitated to take the test last night. It was a long night after work and class, so I was not really in the mood for it. But this morning, just before I woke up, I had a very strange dream. I can't really remember the details but it was essentially me taking the test and the results were positive. I woke up almost immediately after that. I jumped out of bed and went straight to the loo and took the pee test. I didn't even take the test in the loo in the bedroom. I did it in the common loo. I had never really bothered to read any instruction guides that intently before. I made sure I read every single word, just to make sure that I would not interpret the results wrongly. The results showed really quickly, and in barely 2 minutes, I saw in front of me, 2 lines. The moment of truth...my heart was beating faster than usual. A thousand things went through my mind all of a sudden. I went into the bedroom and woke CM up and told him about it. His reaction was really mild but I guess that is to be expected of CM, you can't really tell when he's happy and when he's not. But I guess he should be, right?
I guess things are probably going to change henceforth...exciting...
CM & I have been planning for kiddos, we thought that this is the right time and so we started trying since last November. We didn't have more luck, probably cause we were not trying all that hard anyway. Things started to change slightly about a couple of weeks ago...the period was late but it had been late before, so I didn't think too much about it. Then the boobies start to get really tender but that was all normal as well before a period. But I had infrequent acute cramps in my lower abs, that I thought was a little strange. But not reading too much into it, I went about my usual activities, drinking Oolong tea and exercising...but then it started feeling a bit strange cause the period was later than usual...so CM decided it was time for me to pee on a stick...
I thought CM will forget to buy the stick but he actually remembered to get it yesterday. The pee sticks were not cheap, costing more than S$20. But I hesitated to take the test last night. It was a long night after work and class, so I was not really in the mood for it. But this morning, just before I woke up, I had a very strange dream. I can't really remember the details but it was essentially me taking the test and the results were positive. I woke up almost immediately after that. I jumped out of bed and went straight to the loo and took the pee test. I didn't even take the test in the loo in the bedroom. I did it in the common loo. I had never really bothered to read any instruction guides that intently before. I made sure I read every single word, just to make sure that I would not interpret the results wrongly. The results showed really quickly, and in barely 2 minutes, I saw in front of me, 2 lines. The moment of truth...my heart was beating faster than usual. A thousand things went through my mind all of a sudden. I went into the bedroom and woke CM up and told him about it. His reaction was really mild but I guess that is to be expected of CM, you can't really tell when he's happy and when he's not. But I guess he should be, right?
I guess things are probably going to change henceforth...exciting...
Monday, May 10, 2010
Finding the comfortable position..
I look at comfort as something that is innate. I was at my sister's place the other day watching my baby niece sleep. She was tossing and turning so much, we figured that she was trying to get to a comfortable position to sleep in. I still do that at my age, but I don't toss & turn as much now, cause after many years of practise, I kinda have an idea which position I was most comfortable falling asleep in.
Whilst there is much talk that it is not good to remain in one's comfort zone for too long, at the end of the day, we are all still looking to operate in an environment that we are comfortable in. Doing the opposite would be unnatural, IMO. But I guess life is ironic. You leave a job that you are unhappy in to look for somewhere where life treats you better. When you find a job that treats you better, you start to get restless and wonder what the world outside look like. For me, it is a little bit of the restlessness but I guess when the sugar coating wears you out and you discover a lot of the ugly stuff that lies underneath, some sort of internal conflict between playing it smart and turning a blind eye to things whilst you reconcile with your principles and values.
But I like to leave it to God to decide what is best for me. I am not being fatalistic, I am going to continue to do what i think is right but whether or not things happen after you invest time and effort into an action, IMO, is entirely up to God. I trust that He knows best and what is right for me in the months and years to come.
I told a colleague who was lamenting about the issues he had to deal with - work, family & health. I told him that whilst work may bother him most, but what mattered most was his family & health. For me, I think things are alright for me, although I wished there are more developmental opportunities. But I have got other things that are as important, if not more important to think about. CM & I hope to become parents soon, hopefully we can hear some good news soon. We are also working on renovating his parents' place. These are two things that I look forward to most these days. Although I must admit, a trip to beautiful Bali and winter wonderland in Hokkaido are also great sources of motivation. I just hope that my hard work will get recognise one day, sooner than later I hope ;P
Whilst there is much talk that it is not good to remain in one's comfort zone for too long, at the end of the day, we are all still looking to operate in an environment that we are comfortable in. Doing the opposite would be unnatural, IMO. But I guess life is ironic. You leave a job that you are unhappy in to look for somewhere where life treats you better. When you find a job that treats you better, you start to get restless and wonder what the world outside look like. For me, it is a little bit of the restlessness but I guess when the sugar coating wears you out and you discover a lot of the ugly stuff that lies underneath, some sort of internal conflict between playing it smart and turning a blind eye to things whilst you reconcile with your principles and values.
But I like to leave it to God to decide what is best for me. I am not being fatalistic, I am going to continue to do what i think is right but whether or not things happen after you invest time and effort into an action, IMO, is entirely up to God. I trust that He knows best and what is right for me in the months and years to come.
I told a colleague who was lamenting about the issues he had to deal with - work, family & health. I told him that whilst work may bother him most, but what mattered most was his family & health. For me, I think things are alright for me, although I wished there are more developmental opportunities. But I have got other things that are as important, if not more important to think about. CM & I hope to become parents soon, hopefully we can hear some good news soon. We are also working on renovating his parents' place. These are two things that I look forward to most these days. Although I must admit, a trip to beautiful Bali and winter wonderland in Hokkaido are also great sources of motivation. I just hope that my hard work will get recognise one day, sooner than later I hope ;P
Thursday, May 06, 2010
昏君
The department meeting this morning was just ridiculous. More & More, I feel that it is a waste of time. I just don't agree with how the King runs the meeting. He doesn't ask the right question, and asks questions in the worse ever tone. It just gets on my nerves. But what really topped it off was the 'finale'...
The King 'launched' his 'blue box', yes a box that is blue for people to deposit stuff that are meant for him to sign, read etc., not the friendly competitor's blockbuster, the blue pill. What really got to me was where he chose to locate it - at a hot desk where temp stuff sits. It is a really inconspicuous spot. Me bring who I am , asked the question why we did not put it where the letter head and other stationery are located? It only makes sense, the folder for internal mail is located there too. And seriously, why 'create' a new location for stuff. I cannot comprehend. The icing on the cake was the King's reply. He said:" For some reason, I was told that this is the best location." Duh, don't you even question why it is the best location? Well, he really didn't need to. The reason is obvious, cause it is closer to Ms C's desk than the common area for stationery! That's why.
Another colleague also shared the same sentiments and wondered if it was risky to leave P&C stuff just lying around. Ms C had always been stated PII as the reason for her not doing 6S and stuff but yet it did not matter now to have them lying around openly. Really hate her double standards but I hated the King's foolishness! I mean, I don't even need you to be smart to detect MS C's selfish intention but you should think from a more logical angle and do the right thing! The place where the stupid blue box is now will eventually be taken by another colleague Ms S, and it will need to move anyway. I won't be surprised if it gets moved to Ms C's desk.
What lousy management....
The King 'launched' his 'blue box', yes a box that is blue for people to deposit stuff that are meant for him to sign, read etc., not the friendly competitor's blockbuster, the blue pill. What really got to me was where he chose to locate it - at a hot desk where temp stuff sits. It is a really inconspicuous spot. Me bring who I am , asked the question why we did not put it where the letter head and other stationery are located? It only makes sense, the folder for internal mail is located there too. And seriously, why 'create' a new location for stuff. I cannot comprehend. The icing on the cake was the King's reply. He said:" For some reason, I was told that this is the best location." Duh, don't you even question why it is the best location? Well, he really didn't need to. The reason is obvious, cause it is closer to Ms C's desk than the common area for stationery! That's why.
Another colleague also shared the same sentiments and wondered if it was risky to leave P&C stuff just lying around. Ms C had always been stated PII as the reason for her not doing 6S and stuff but yet it did not matter now to have them lying around openly. Really hate her double standards but I hated the King's foolishness! I mean, I don't even need you to be smart to detect MS C's selfish intention but you should think from a more logical angle and do the right thing! The place where the stupid blue box is now will eventually be taken by another colleague Ms S, and it will need to move anyway. I won't be surprised if it gets moved to Ms C's desk.
What lousy management....
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