"Pleasure only starts once the worm has got into the fruit, to become delightful happiness must be tainted with poison" - Georges Bataille

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

abnormal

somethimes i really wonder whether its my bf that's abnormal or is it me whose abnormal.
He's always like falling asleep when we are spending time together..
make me feel like shit like that...its as if i am so boring that its hard to keep awake to spend time with me.
when i am in a good mood i'd just ignore the bothering thought and just go to sleep with the corspe lying beside me.
when i am in one of those PMS mood, he'd really get it from me..i would get up and tug the blanket from him and ka jiao him until he also cannot sleep...den after that when i am satisfied and he's awake that time..i'd be happy and go to bed.

Honestly, all i am asking is to spend some quality time, sharing pillow talk...really so hard meh?
sometimes i really dun understand man..why they always so sleepy one..anytime, anywhere also can sleep...even when he has taken afternoon naps, at night also early early will fall asleep...
super piss me of and i'd just tell him that he might as well not meet me if he so sleepy..

Damn!!!