"Pleasure only starts once the worm has got into the fruit, to become delightful happiness must be tainted with poison" - Georges Bataille

Monday, September 05, 2005

Companionship

I went to the refurbished Changi Village Hotel last Saturday and it was just wonderful.
I especialy liked the rooftop swimming pool where i get to see planes land and take-off.
The breakfast was so good and i felt totally relaxed just sipping tea at the outdoor area and watching planes fly over my head.
I had not felt so relaxed in a long long time...

While i feel that it was the place that made me let my hair down, my bf feels that it was the campanionship that made the difference. After giving it some thought, i can agree that it was having him by my side that completed the whole experience.

He will be going for air grading in Tamworth in a few days' time and i would all alone here. I know i will miss him a lot but i need to be supportive and be strong. Think its gonna be really tough..especially since i have gotten so used to having him by my side all the time..sob..