"Pleasure only starts once the worm has got into the fruit, to become delightful happiness must be tainted with poison" - Georges Bataille

Sunday, August 07, 2005

alamak...sick liaoz..

sianz man...spent my weekend feeling sick...caught the flu bug from a colleague..started with a bad throat den the nose oso got blocked...guess its my body's way of telling me that it needs to rest.
Have been working so god damn hard but no one really appreciates..
the bloody management in office are freaking impressionistic and they deemed me as incompetent..
i am not trying to find excuses for myself but i do my very best but they all just love to nit-pick..
bloddy hell, if they think they are so flawless then they might as well do everything themselves lor..
Other colleagues who just do a better job sucking up to their big fat ass gets letters of affirmation while the rest just evade jobs legally...what is the world coming to.
Attrition rate is so bloody hell and staff morale is just rock bottom low...and the bitches are still oblivious that they will soon lose every able officer that they have.

Every sunday night i oso have to inject myself with an imaginary numb shot so that i won't be affected by the nonsense from them..they always have 101 reasons for their unreasonable demands and assholic arrows that they shoot. Ah...what the heck..my SO says that i shld channel my energy into looking for a new job..that brings me to another problem.. i have no idea what job is good for me...shit...how??

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